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I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU HATE ME!
Bwahaha posted Jul 5th 2008, 4:20PM
Mood: ALIVE!Music: Children Of Bodom : Punch Me I Bleed
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It was the 4th of July...went over to grandma's house, ate a good meal. I feel a little worried though over my grandmother and mother's health. My grandmother is losing so much weight, she looks like skin and bones...and my mothers uslerative colitus has gotten so bad she barley eats. On a lighter note, I went to Barnes &Nobel finally, and bought a couple books, The Pearl By Steinbeck and The Psychic Vampire Codex which one do you think I'm going to read first? lol.

Also I finally saw the Incredible hulk, what a cool movie, but there were some REALLY boring parts. But let me say it's way better than the first movie. Can't wait for The Dark Knight to come out, I'm so seeing that with Lenny. And Lenny is still on the job hunt...good thing I found a guy that wants a job haha. My father is going to give him some work to do and pay him for it (painting and other working with your hands shit which Lenny likes).

I'm happy about my creative spark coming back...very happy actually. No longer shall I waste away I have books, pencils, papers, and a boyfriend to keep my intrests. >:] I have a bit of a head ache right now...yeeesh. I got it immediatley when I went into Barnes & Noble....the same problem I have with arts &crafts stores that my mother drags me into becuase she needs shit like yarn to crochet.
WE'RE NOT GONNA FALL!!
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People who think I'm weird and I can scare, are merely people who aren't strong enough to handle me. My name's Cheyenne, and I am anything but your average teen girl. I'll never submit to anyone, and I don't merely roll over for anyone. I hate judgementles, I hate annoying people, I hate people who don't understand me.

I can be very quiet, and loud, to my choosing, being wacked or completly morbid. I'm not an emo, I really can't stand people like that, I'm just goth. I chose this style out of free choice,this isn't a phase, this is a lifestyle. I think that people get the two subcultures emo and goth mixed up way too much. I for one am sick of fucking people asking me if I cut myself. I have really grown to have a deep-rooted hate for emos because along with scene they fucked up the gothic culture as we know it. A misconseption about goths is that they are all satanists. This is NOT true by any means. I mean sure there are a group that belong to the church of satan (and to be clear devil worshipers and satanists are in two different categories)but the majority of them aren't they have other beliefs such as Wicca, Christianity, Atheism, anything!

Nonconformity is bullshit. we all have to face the facts that if we want to go anywhere in the world, conformity is key. You can't just say you're a nonconfomist being emo, or being goth, or punk, or watever because there are a ton of people who are in the same range of style as you. You could be called "unique" or "interesting" but not a nonconformist, so get over yourself. People interpret the bible too much. The bible is merely stories that teach you how to be a better person, nothing more.

I'm not saying it's bad thing to be a christain, you can believe that there's a magical man in the sky that watches everything you do and is displeased with some of it...just don't bother my ass about it.

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sirfrog Says: (Jul 6th 2008, 1:22AM)
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Thank you for the watch I agree with your profile 100% *nod*
Esseh Says: (Jul 6th 2008, 12:39AM)
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Thanks for watching~
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